Allofthishadtobeadream.Hismosturainedfantasy.
Ifthatwastrue,thehimindulge—letthefantasydesdpletelyintomadness.
Julian''''''''shandlingeredoverReya''''''''schest,theantly,almostreverently,hecuppedherbreast.Hisfiesteditsweight,itssoftheotherhand,whichhadbeengrippingthesofacushionlikeananchor,finallysurrendered,slidinguptocimitstwin.
AmischievoussmiletuggedatReya''''''''slipsasherhandstracedthehardlinesofhistorso,peelingawayhisT-shirtandthenhers.
Thetrastbetweenthemwasalmostcruel.
Herskin,smoothandluminousasfreshmilk,againsthis,avasofscarsandroughhistory.
Hisfiipsmovedoverherilgrim''''''''sdevotitheperfectswellofher,clumsywithwant.Histremblingfingers,delicatewithuainty,sentripplesthroughhersoftness,likewatershiveringinthehollowoflovinghands.
Herbreastslookedlikecarvedabaster,yetpossessedanindescribablesoftnessunderhistouch,aparadoxthatshort-circuitedhisthoughts.
Julian''''''''smibnk.Nopn,noscript—justtheelectrichumofnervesandthedizzyingsenseoffalliutterlylost,uainofwhattodo,buthecouldn''''''''tpulway.
Reyamimickedwhatthosetwomenhadooher.HerfingersfoundJulian''''''''snipple,alreadystiffwitharousal,andpinchedlightly.
Hisentirebodytensed,muscleslogunderhertouch.Shesmirked,rollingthesensitivebudbetweenherfingers,watgashisbreathhitched,histrolfrayingattheedges.
Juliangroaned,hisgriponherbreasttighteningreflexively,hismovementsgrowingrougher,moredesperate.Rationalthoughthadabandonedhim.Allthatremainedwassensatioofherskin,thecruelpleasureers,thewayhisbodybetrayedhimwitheveryshudderih.
Herhandtrailedlower,tragtherigidlinesofhisabdomen,eachdefinedmusclelikecarvedstohherfiips.Then,withouthesitation,sheslippedbehewaistbandofhissants,herfingersbrushingthroughcoarsehairbeforeclosingaroundhim—hot,hard,andthrobbinginhergrasp.
AbrokensoundtorefromJulian''''''''sthroat.Hishandcmpedoverhersthroughhissants,asifthesheeriyalonemightunravelhimpletely.
"I—I''''''''t—"Hisvoicewasraw,strippeddowntopureinstinct.Wordsfailedhim.Theworldnarrowedtohertouch,totheunbearablepleasure-painrip,totheterrifyingkhatshehadhimehermercy.
Reyaraongueoverherlips,slowanddeliberate,savthewayhisbreathhitchedatthegesture.Whenhishandsrose,half-hearted,tremblingandhalf-hearted,tostopher,shebattedthemaway.Herfingershookedintothewaistbandofhispantsandyahemdowninoneswiftmotion.
Juliancouldn''''''''tbringhimselftolook.Hisfaceburned,hispulsehammeringinhisthroatashefixedhisgazeontheceiling,ontheswirlsofacousticcoating,thefaintcrathepster,anythingbuttherealityunfoldihhim.
Hishands,whichhadbeengrippingherbreastsjustmomentsbefore,nowslidlimplyaway,colpsingontothecouchcushionslikefallensoldiers.Hearalyzed,caughtbetweentheurgetopushheroffaerrifying,exhiratingrealizationthathedidn''''''''twantto.
Reyaleanedin,fasatedbytherigidheatbeforeher.
Humanbodieswerestrange,shemused.Sopliantinsomepces,yetcapableofthisalmostviolenthardness.
SilverRingandCohadnevergiveheihisparticurmarvelofmaleanatomyproperly.Now,withnointerruptions,shecouldexploreatherleisure.
Julian''''''''scockwasthickerthananyshehadenteredbefore,afactthatsentahrillthroughher.Theactyearsagohadsparedhislowerhalf,leavingthispartofhimuntouched,almostobselypristine.
Theflushed,veinedshaftstrainedagainstherpalefingers,itsgirthremiofakingoystermushroom.Atthetip,theslitpulsedfaintlywithhisheartbeat,aglisteningbeadofmoisturewellingattheedge.
Thest—musky,sharpwithsalt—drewherin.Beforeshecouldsed-guessherself,hertoedout,catgthedroplet.
Julianjerkedasifstruckbylightning.Hishaoherhead,fianglinginherhair,notpushingheraway,notpullinghercloser,justanchhimself.
Reyagncedup,takinginthewayhisbodyarchedagainstthecouch,everymusclelockedtight.Awickedsmilecurledherlipsbeforeshepartedthem,sinkingdown.
Hersmallmouthcouldonlytaketheheadofhim,hertonguefligpyfullyalongtheridgedunderside,tragslow,teasingcircles.
Julianchokedbackagroan,hishipsjerkinginvoluntarilyasheatcoiledtightinhisgut.Theairthiedwithsomethingheady,cloyinga,likecrushedpetals,likesaltandmusk.
Hisskinburned.Hiscockached.Everynervescreamedformore,more—
Hisfiangledinherhair,tighteninginstinctivelyashearchedup,seekingdeeperintothatwet,weli.
Reyayieldedtothepressure,takinghimasfarasshecould.Buthewastoomuch,stretgherlipswide,thethigthpressingthebackofherthroatuntilhervisionblurred.Gagging,shepulledbackjustenoughtogasp,salivasligher.
Julianbarelyregisteredherstruggle.Theinstanthermouthretreated,thelosswasunbearable.Needoverrodethought.
Hisgripturhless,shovingherdownagainwitharagged,"Please—"
Sexwashumanity''''''''smostprimalthreshold.Oncecrossed,thedoorcouldneverclose.Thebeastwithin,longcagedbycivilization,nowsnarledfree.
Julian''''''''sgroanstahtheslick,obsesoundsofReya''''''''smouthwhiminthecrampedspace.
Shehadtogripthebaseofhiscockwithbothhandstokeephimfromthrustingtoodeep,herfiightasshackles.Hetrembled,hishipsjerkinginhelplesslittlespasms.Avirgin''''''''sdesperation,rawanduntutored.
Theongueflickedoverthatvulnerableslit,alightning-strikeofpleasure—
Heroared,fingersknottinginherhairashisbackarchedoffthecouch.Theclimaxtorethroughhimlikeawildfire,andReyadrankhimdownwithastarvingfervor.
Uhedelicatetricklesshehaddrawnfromhismouthduringtheirkiss,thiswasaflood,abaptism.Sheswallowedgreedily,likeaparchedwanderergulpingfromanoasisspring,eachpulseofhisreleaseasurgeofvitalenergy.
Julian''''''''svisionwhitedout.Hisbodywasnolongerbeloohim—justavesselcapsizediorm,batteredbywavesofsensation,utterlyatthemercyofthetide.
Reyakepthereyesshut,watgthedimmingglowe,hisfadingessehroughhereyelids.
Shekneasinoguiltstirredwithinher.
Hewasn''''''''therfriend.Notanythingtoher,really.Andwhointhisworldwouldmournhim?
Hehadalwaysbeenanoutcast,ashadowslippingthroughthecracksofasocietythathadneverwantedhim.
Aliveordead,whowouldevennotice?
Andher—whatwasshe?
Acreatureofinstiheredfrommorality,drivenonlybytheraw,gnaulsihherskin.Whocouldjudgeher?Whohadtheright?
Justasthestemberofhispresenceflickeredtowardoblivion,footstepsechoedoutside.
Closer.Closer.
Julian''''''''seyesflewopen,wide,bloodshot,thewhitesstarkagainsthisashenface.
Hisgazedartedfromthegirlstilltchedontohimtothedoor,nowcreakingopen.